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Battle Wounds

Hi all. Well. Memorial Day is here. I would like to thank all those who have served and are still serving to protect these United States. God bless you all. And to the families of those who gave the ultimate sacrifice....know that sacrifice has not been forgotten.

Maser came home for the weekend. He worked out in the heat all week and was more than ready to relax. He got home before I did, went to get some tea...and only found about an inch in the bottom of the jug. Grrrr. Sure do wish I knew what it is I have with His tea and keeping in full and fresh. Perhaps I should write myself notes and post them all over to remind myself. *shakes my head*

After pancakes on Saturday morning, we took a nap as usual. When we got up Master decided we were going out to The Facility. It had been quite a while since we had gone up there. Vanilla things always get in the way. Master works out in the heat all week and stays some place other than "home". By the time He returns home on Friday evening, all He wants to do is relax and suck up the cool air. He knew that I wanted to go, knowing that once He got there, He would enjoy Himself.

The one vendor that we frequent had been working on some soft cuffs for me, and we saw her there. She had them as ready as they could be, as she wanted to custom fit them. She measured and finished them, and we visited. She had shown Master a new type of dragon tail. It had a flexible soft handle. He fell in love with it before He even used it. Rosie invited Him to go ahead and try it out. Master guided me across the room and up the stairs to the dungeon. The usual piece of furniture most comfortable for me for whatever reason was not working. Master began with His hands but I could just not get into it so to speak. I told Him, as I should have and He could see it himself. After cleaning it, we headed for the bondage table, with the cage under it. Master clipped my wrists to the bondage points. At that point I relaxed, and connected with Him. He used His hands as He always does, and then used the dragon tail prototype. Wow. He said later that He must have one, regardless of price. He shared that it felt so natural in His hand. We had quite a a nice little scene, considering all we had was a dragon tail and some scratchy gloves another let Master use. Master made me cum a few times. I think....maybe more. *giggle*  All I know is that I was slipping and sliding trying to get off the table.

We can only assume that the bruises seen in the photo above came from me attempting to get down off of the table. So I guess they are battle wounds in a sense. Sure wish they were Master's marks.

Time for me to go. Perhaps I will have some photos of me with Master's cups in wonderful places.

He has a tremendous imagination!

Until later....play safe...and love fiercely. 

Master and I have been talking a lot lately. Part of our relationship I really like. Open and honest communication. His only rule. I love this Man! He and I have reached a milestone. We have been together a year and a half. During that time, Master has taken His time with me. He wanted to lay a firm foundation under us. He wanted to make sure that I knew He was not going anywhere, and loved me. That He was not my Dominant, He was my Master. Masters do not run when things get tough. They do not run when things are not all ropes, chains, whips and floggers. He wanted to make sure that I understood all of these things. That the eternity collar He put around my throat last year was just for that....an eternity. I asked Him if He loves me too much to hurt me. His answer...."Always remember that I do love you." And then He spoke the words you see in the banner above. Looking at me, inside me, He gave me one last chance to back out. I looked at Him with my soul, and said, "No Master. I'm ready. " 

During the previous week I had ordered Him a vacuum cupping set. He showed such an interest in them during a demo at The Facility. When it arrived, I was upset that it only had one cup small enough for nipples. Well, I have two so I ordered another set. Nipples are two of my Masters favorite parts. I presented Him with the first set and His eyes lit up. When the second one came in, He was beside Himself. Telling me that He had always wondered why there was only one pump in a set, He took them out and smiled.

Starting with my right breast, He applied the smallest cup to my nipple. What a rush! Then He applied some more cups around that one. My breath quickened as He continued. He finished applying several more cups then asked if I was wet. I didn't answer and He reached down between my legs. Damn...my body betrays me. Taking off the cups, He asked me to lay down on the floor. I got up and my knees were shaking. After that, I am not sure how much I remember. I do remember more really tight cups on my breasts and my pussy. Surely, He took several very intense orgasms. I squirted all over the place, including all over Him. I would have to say that, for me, it was the most intense experience I have had with my Master.  He allowed me to look into His eyes as He was applying the cups. It helped to connect with Him.

He has said that He will be giving me things to help me connect with Him and endure whatever He chooses for me.

This weekend has been quiet and relaxing. We both have been pretty much glued to the couch most of the day. Writing about last weekend has made me.....well you know.  If Master is up to it and I am a good girl, maybe He will send me to bed with a really red hot ass.   *smiles*

Until another time...play often, play hard and be safe.

Stuck in my head!

She walks into the bedroom to put some laundry away, leaving her Master and her daughter's boyfriend in the living room. It had been a bit of a rough day for all. Before she knew it, her Master had followed her into the bedroom. He grabbed her hair and pulled her to his lips, kissing her hard. Yielding to Him, she began to get moist, just from His hard kiss. He gropes her breasts, as they are His favorite. Searching through her shirt and bra for her nipples, He finds one, and pinches hard. She moans into His mouth and becomes even wetter. Not satisfied, He reaches under her shirt and into her bra. She gasps as He finds her nipple. Squeezing and pulling it, He kept His mouth over hers so that no one would hear. A good idea, as the next time He pulls and tweaks, she cries out in pain.

By this time, she reached down and feels His erection. She speaks, begging into His kiss. "please Master, may I?" "Yes" He reaches over and closes the door all the way. In an instant, she is on her knees with her lips around His cock. It had been a while and she savored the taste of her Master. He had his fist in her hair and was fucking her throat. Dropping to His knees, He slides His hand inside her pants and down to her crotch, rubs her clit, and she comes immediately. One more.....one more...she was dripping. After He took her orgasms, He held her as she continued to have aftershocks. Many of them.

She once asked Him..."Do You love me too much?" By His own admission, He has been holding back a bit...building the groundwork. To her question, he replies "You remember that I do love you!"

"You will whimper, scream, and cry for me"

I love You Master!

Oh what a weekend...

First, allow me to apologize for not being here. I am thinking that many of you were thinking I just quit blogging or went on a hiatus. Nope, nope nope. Having ton of health issues, and even more vanilla life issues. Takes me away from where I need to be and I don't like it. This weekend was the first time we had been really out in a bit. And it helped me to begin to refocus.

Friday night was spent at our Kinky home. The group we belong to COTB, holds a munch, read meet and greet, once a month. Our turnout has not been stellar, as the group is still very new. Master and I walked into the establishment next door to The Facility, and was quite taken aback. While I did not count, there were quite a few people, more than I believe Master and I have ever seen. It was just......cool! Way cool. It was awesome to see the smile on Master's face. We just hung out, got a bite to eat and had a generally good time. It was good to be amongst like minded individuals again.

About a month ago, Master committed to doing a spanking demo at The Facility. Now before I tell you about last night, let me tell you about my Master. He adores bare handed spankings. Because He has such a passion for them, He does them VERY well. There is a rhyme and reason to the way He administers a hand spanking. I was blessed to be able to understand those last night. As well as feeling the "benefits" of His masterful hands.

After setting up the piece of equipment He wanted to use, He had me unzip my dress and helped me on it. As He began His demo, I listened intently to every word He said. I know I am a bit prejudice, but I'm telling you, He was brilliant. He did not sound nervous at all, although claimed a few butterflies Everything He said came out organized and intelligent. He asked me how I was doing throughout, as He always does. It had been quite a long time since I had received any type of stimulation, and His hands were exquisite. He began with a warm up through my black panties. He then took out His blade and smoothly cut my panties off. OMG how utterly hot! Our audience was quiet and I could hear the cutting of the material. It was quite erotic. He continued the demo, including also two of His favorite toys. The fire hose and conveyer belt. I have a definite love/hate relationship with those two. Last night...it was love. In between strokes, whether with His hand or an impliment, He would use the Wartenberg wheel, which caused a wiggle, pleasing Him and making the audience giggle. He finished the demo, and comforted me, telling me that He was going to pull down my skirt. After getting me down, He wrapped me in a blanket and went for water. Later, He told me that every time He looked at me, I was stroking my collar and looking deeply into His eyes. That is what slaves do to connect and I am no different.  It felt so good to have that connection again. I have truly missed it. Perhaps we will be able to keep it more prominent as long as things settle down soon. I need that.

When He came back, He said the most profound words to me. "I am so proud of you, azra. You have brought honor to our home!" After all, that is the only thing I wanted. To make my Master proud.

Thank You Master. I am proud to be Yours.

Until another time.....hopefully not too long again......take care..play safe..have fun.

Still alive..Still kinky...Still slave

Hi everyone. Here I am Master's moody one. Life, vanilla and chocolate, has been hectic to say the least. Car issues, new group issues, health issues, you name it.

If you have been reading, you know I was in the hospital back in December due to a knee injury and blood disorder. Blood is status quo, hovering around a relatively safe level. The knees are a different matter all together. Once again, the pain is manageable for a bit, after staying off of them. It gets harder and harder to deal with it as time goes on until I cannot walk effectively. That is where I am again. They began swelling and tingling in addition to the pain. It got bad enough again, and Master said let's go. I didn't want to but had to agree. Many hours in the ER ending with a diagnosis of swelling due to sitting at a desk. Uhhmmm...what about the pain when I walk? It will go away, we were told. And the visual swelling just below the knees? Will go away. Long story short, I am headed to a rheumatologist on Monday. Maybe arthritis?

I am a member of many forums on Fet and we have been discussing some real issues regarding safety and several others. Most recently we have been tossing around wax play. Oh this is one of my favorite! Hot wax seems to take me to a different place. Deeper maybe?

There is a lot published on paper and the internet regarding the safety of wax play. Some links are below. There are things to remember when embarking on this yummy activity. What kind of candles to use...what color....temperatures, ways of dripping. Removal can be loads of fun too.

If you haven't tried it, I highly recommend it!

Leather and Roses
BDSM Wax Play
SaferSaner
WaxPlayCandle